Fuzz Curtains

So I may or may not have been "told" to blog....so here goes.
I really don't feel like I have much to say right now..kinda just have a bunch of things jumbled in my head.  I emotionally kinda drained myself today.  She saw me cry for the first time today as well, I didn't want that to happen but it did.  A moment of weakness and emotion but she was there for me as I was for her, after a few snippy words towards eachother of course.  I sometimes get very pent up, for some reason I don't have the capacity that I used to with dealing with things that stress me out.  I get to flustered and unfocused.  I know these are all caused by a bigger problem but Im so tired of fighting with myself and then I just give up.  She keeps me strong.  She is my world, my light, my everything.  Thank you JLR for being true to me!!!  I Love You